Sedih jugak tapi kena byk2 kuatkan hati. I have to tolerate with his working condition. I have to understand this is for our good.
Frankly it sad to leave alone. Maybe because I am still childless.
Apa pun I am almost 4 months married and syukur alhamdulilah everything is smoothly runs.
Rezeki anak I am leaving it 100pencent to Allah. I am sure He got plan of anything He decides. Keep the faith, effort and prayer.
Me & husband got no rush in this iasue but as a normal married couple that it something we wish. Hopefully the family & relatives & friend understand us. Rezeki masing2 kan. :)
In fact my MIL got asked whether is there any good news from me. Well I am OK with it. Hopefully she understand we just staying together for 2 months. Tu pun hubby has to go for outstation. This making it hard for us to plan on the quality day. Well if you marrid then you will understand what i mean. Hoho. My bro in law's wife got pregnant already. Something like bunting pelamin i guess. Obviously it is good news to my MIL. Hopefully the bro in law will change to be a better person and learn to be more responsible. Well I dont really 'like' him. Huhu sorry to say. But as for his wife, I am happy for her. It is her rezeki. Wish her save always. You can tell me I am lying if I say, I dont have the feeling of jealousy even a lil bit. Well I did. Hehe but a bit ja la. Maybe because we got married on the same day more or less. But I am trying to keep myself positive. He must got a better plan for me! i am certain on this. Furthermo, my mother asked me to go & enjoy first. So does my colleage. They said I am too young for the responsibility & there the time will come for me once I ready. Thats is how I free myself from the negative thought. (And realized that the bro in law is already 30+ and his wife is almost 30. No wonder Allah give the rezeki to them first) Hehe
So be happy! Take your time to learn how to be a good wife. Learn to service your husband by sharpen the skill : On his eye (Must be always pretty) , his nose (always wangi), his perut (must get him buncit with your hand cooks) and the learn to how be more tempting during the intercourse!! Hahahaha owh pardon me. I did my reading from the profesional doctor. A part of the lesson I guess. Once you married than you will say that what I wrote here is so damn true. :)
The October is just around the corner. This month gonna be hectic I think. Especially with my working condition. They are having roadshow for few regions and certainly my service is required urgently. It will be tiring. Hopefully I will have a strength to deal it well. Besides, husband pon ada kat rumah dah this October. Must show him my cooking skill lot mo lah.
Also, we are planning for a backpack trip at the end of Oct. It is going to be long vacations and I am starting to prepare out stuff before the 26th Oct. Some more this trip must get me well prepared in the form of mental & physical. Told you, this is backpacking. Going to need my leg's service for this long trip. So, here we go! A leg exercise - jogging and walk a lot!!
InsyaAllah :)Lets enjoy the marriage life and make it worth for every single time you two being together. :)
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