Today is Nov 4,2012. I am currently at my hometown. Plenty of time time to kill. Enjoy my holiday. Still.
So so happy. This time I took long cuti just like I had during my big days last 5 months.
Talking about that, Alhamdulilah I was married 5 and plus month. Thank you Allah to have him as my dearest husband.
Even though this Nov we face to few issue which is not serious but so far we managed to get over it.
Alhamdulilah.
And as usual I am still waiting any sign of good news from my good self. Still, It has yet to be my rezeki. It was close by having 6 days delayed period. Yes it might be too early to suspect but is good enough for someone like me to hope and started to dream about our baby. Hehe finally I told myself that I just not ready for it, yet.
I am weak. Hard for me to deny the tears when it request to flow down.This early morning i cried because I was frustrated. For the very first time I was really frustrated like this. Owh then i knew how it feels like. Hubby hugs me tight and whisper "Its OK dear..we can try again isnt it".. And wipe my tears.
Ok. I should be thankful. At least I still have time to try. At least I still very young. And the most important is I still happy surviving my married life.
Perhaps the baby want me to enjoy first. Go and do something I am into. Live my life to fullest. And I know what i want. :)
Yes I know. I am sound like a desperate wife now. Haha
When to beach side this morning. It helps to cure another piece of frustration.
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