I cant never forget what I have been through since the 5th weeks to 11th week of my pregnancy.
❤ I have bad all-the-time sickness. Hehe morning sickness is just the start of the day.
❤ Luckily tak kena sakit kepala yang agak common for nausea. Me kalau sakit kepala memang sakit betul yang macam migraine tu. So lucky me. Kalau tak tak tau lah.
❤ Vomit almost everyday. Most of the time I try to think positive and tahan muntah tu. Sebab since kecik memang boleh kira dengan jari betapa I jarang muntah. Hmm rasanya last muntah masa kecik sebab kena food poisoning. Hehe. Tapi masa pregnant ni lain sikit. Bangun awal pagi pun dah rasa ada benda ready berkumpul kat dada nak keluar. Masa gosok gigi lagilah tak tahan. Awal2 pagi muntah air kuning yang pahit dan masam tu. Sekali dengan kahak. Rasa tu asid dalam perut kot sebab for preggies perut cepat berasid masa tidur. Lain tu biasa lah muntah dalam kereta, lrt, office. Hihi drama sungguh. Hari2 lepas balik kerja terus flat yang melampau2.
❤ I have constant bloating, angin yang tolak everything I ate ke dada made me vomit lah. I loss my appetite. Hardest question during that time is when husband asked me "Nak makan apa?". I feel like crying to answer. Nak makan tak boleh. Tak makan lagi teruk bloating.
❤ The cronical moment is when I have a gum swelling at my wisdom tooth. Ya Allah tuhan je tau masa tu how suffocate I was. Memang tahap nangis. Bayangkanlah gusi bengkak sampai tekak pun bengkak. Nak telan air liur pun sakit. Dont tell me how to eat or drink. MasyaAllah. Seminggu lebih jugak sakit. I keep myself positive even my weight dropped from 53kg (normal) to 48kg. Sebab memang tak boleh kunyah apatah lagi nak makan. Jadi the nausea pun makin teruk dan angin dalam badan bertambah2 siap muntah even tak makan pape. This condition has made me warded dekat Kelana Jaya hospital for 2 days and one night. Kena dripped air dalam badan. 1 week sebelum sakit gusi tu I demam for 1 week siap buat blood test bagai. Huhu. Memang satu demi satu dugaan. Tapi I ambil je ubat yang klinik kasi ofcos with guarantee from my gynae. Tawakal habis2 sebab I cant endure the pain. So, September is the month of mc I paling banyak. Alhamdulilah my lady boss understand me. Sometime I muntah pagi2 pun I minta nak balik rumah sebab dah lembik and she is ok with that. Siap masa I admit dorang hantar fruit basket bagai. Ouchh :) Tersentuh ai. Oh yea. Just to share. A few weeks later masa I dah free from the sickness, gusi I yang pipi lagi sebelah pulak bagi tanda2 nak bengkak. So i met dentist. And dia terus suggest cuci gigi I. So that was my 1st time scalling gigi. Haha. Takut gak awal2 but alhamdulilah terus gigi I ok lepastu. Tak jadi gusi tu nak bengkak hehe. Doctor kata masa pregnant gum swelling or sakit gigi benda common. Tak boleh cabut sebab ubat bius tu tak boleh kena baby. Especially during early pregnancy. So masa pregnant ketahanan badan jadi kurang sebab tu mudah sakit.
❤ Lepas warded tu I still dapat mc so mak I yang tak senang duduk risau suruh I balik kampung. Maka terbang lah I balik kampung. Tawakal dan pray so hard dalam flight sebab rasa nak muntah sangat2. I balik sorang ja sebab hubby kerja. Masa tu gusi dah start baik. And bila kat kampung memang I order macam2 dan at least it has psycologically fixed my mood. I am so happy I an eat what my mum cooks for me. Even sometime I puke it out afterward. Siap makan sotong celup tepung lagi tepi pantai and feel so good sebab I dah boleh makan :). Even lepas tu habis sotong tu keluar masuk lubang flush. Haha. Adeh
❤ Dalam handbag salu standby vicks or minyak cap kapak. Even it does reduce the sickness feeling only about 20percent. For me, asam dont really work. I even replace it with hudson sweets. Which works much better to reduce my nausea.
❤ Everytime pergi kerja, I pray so hard semoga Allah permudahkan. Memang berjalan pun slow2 je sebab tak larat. Itu pun few times I semput dan nyaris pengsan bila panjat tangga nak naik monorel. Masa tunggu monorel tu memang nyaris tumbang sampai have to sit down for a while amik nafas. Yang tak boleh lupa I muntah bila kaki step out je dari monorel. Memang berusaha gila kot tak buat drama pagi2 tu. Haha nasib baik muntah luar monorel. Lantaklah orang nak tengok. Tak muntah atas dorang pun dah mujur. Hehe.
❤ Since pregnant ni I dah tak drive pergi LRT kelana jaya. Husband hantar and pick up kat sana. Sometime dia hantar sampai KL tp I salu xnak susahkan dia sebab taknak jem and dia pun kena kerja kan. Jadi bertabahlah kita.
❤ I dont dress up and dont even wear a make up pun sebab malas and tend to keep it so simple ala2 makcik gitu.
❤ Malam2 masa tengah tidur tangan I salu krem. I tidur awal sebab penat.Pastu I nangis macam budak kecik dan angkat dua2 tangan macam hantu cina cari hubby yang tengah tengok tv minta dia urut. Comel kan, hehe. Dokter kata due to hormone. Bukan calcium tau. Hehe
I think thats all I can remember. Wish myself the best to continue thia journey. Semoga Allah permudahkan. Amin
Note : Thank you hubby sebab bersabar melayan my nonsense-ness. Appreciate it :)
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