Sebulan

A month before, I was in OT at HSNZ giving birth to my baby through cesarean procedure. 

I still remember the cold blood running through my veins along the procedure.

I still remember the warm kiss on my forehead from dear husband before I was pushed into the operation room.

Oh I got few picture snapped by husband before the 'event'. Sempat lagi dia. Hiks

I still remember the tears on my cheek when the nurses push me into the OT. I got nervous and scared. 

I still remember when the anaes dripped my lower half spinal and leave me awake for my baby's delivery.

I remember both my hand is IV-ed and my blood pressure and baby's beat was monitored closely, and the sound 'beep..beep' follow after.

Everything was so clear. Allahuakhbar. You know what I have went through before and after the delivery.

Apalah sangat sakit itu semua nak dibandingkan dengan nikmat seorang anak yang sihat walafiat. 

How time flies. Semalam my baby turns 1 month which 30 days of living. Alhamdulillah. 

We went for the check up and she was given her 1 month immunization. She cried out loud for few second before continue to sleep. Fuhh I was so nervous and worried!

Alhamdulillah she is so behave. If only i cant take the drip on your behalf baby. 

Selamat yang ke sebulan sayang. My prayer always be with you. Semoga Allah sentiasa lindungi awak dibawah payung rahmatNya, mengurniakan awak kesihatan walafiat sentiasa dan menjadi anak solehah. InsyaAllah.

Mommy loves you.

My baby on her 30 days of living. Thank you Allah for this precious.